I think I just realized something. Let me frame it.
I feel like I have no direction.
I hate that.
I think that's why (here comes my realization) I was generally happier while at training, a more cruel and harsh environment, because at least there I had a direction and an end goal that would perpetuate beyond the current reality. This does not seem to be the case here. The credit cap and social pressures refuse me leeway to find something that I actually care about spending mucho dollars on and giving the time to it (i.e. career, my life outside of family and church). I have no idea what I am going to do with my degree.
But, on a good note. I am going to a choir concert! that's like ice cream on a bad day. I don't really hate it that bad though. Just getting use to change.
So a person who does not believe in God and that all people are his children, where do they get the authority to say that they deserve rights? (I do not believe this way but I am curious)
